Adam Christie

WHY LAUREN IS A STUPID BITCH!!!!!!!!!

Wed, 03 Dec 2003 17:10:16 GMT

well this little slut ass whore calls me out on her journal and has it to where i cant post in it and then delates my post when i fire back.....so bitch try and delate this FUCKER I HATE YOU WITH EVER OUNCE OF BLOOD IN MY BODY!!!! HAVE A NICE AND WONDERFUL DEATH and for the record she was a mistake!!!!!

Cold Concert!

Fri, 03 Oct 2003 02:54:11 GMT

Well last night was a killer night. The first band that played was Drill 187, and they are from Raleigh so it was pretty cool and they are very good. Me james and Brian were in the mosh pit and pushing everyone around and enjoying ourselves. I dislocated my thumb though and its the same one that i broke at work but its all good i popped it back in place. James was getting people to buy him beer and so we were drinking a little. After a while James bought a wrist band from some guy and we started to buy even more so it was awesome. We went in to the pit when COLD was comming on and james had 2 beers in his hand lol what a retard.well cold started to play and we got close and i was like 2nd in line i could reach out and touch them and i did i got to shake the lead singers hand and sing with some others on my favorite song called "Sufficate" it was soo great and i got to sing on another song. and then how about they went to throw the drum sticks out and i jumped and that shit tipped off my hand it pissed me off so bad anyway i had a great time and it was like the best concert i have been to in a while and i just went all crazy and shit good times with james and brian.

The WHOLE story!!!

Wed, 01 Oct 2003 04:47:54 GMT

Well today while i was at work Amanda calls me and tells me that i didnt tell the whole story so i thought i would tell THE ENTIRE STORY!!!!

Sunday she calls me cause she just got back from the beach. She hears a voice in the backround and asked who it was so i said guess and she finally guessed stacy and when she did she hung up on me. So i called her back and asked her what her deal was and she said that she was mad cause i was hanging out with her. I was like why do you get mad at that and she said that it was wrong because i say comments like stacy is goth now and i dont like that. And that i talk bad about stacy to her because i didnt like what stacy was doing with her life at the time. So i said how is me talking to stacy any different then her still talking to Preston.....let me fill you in on this topic cause i know your wondering what the fuck so here it goes this is some guy that she liked in Febuary or something like that and they would always plan to hang out and he would always stand her up and then she would call me wanting to hang out and shit. He has hurt her numerus times and will continure to do so until she finally figures out that he is well im not going to trash him cause this isnt about him right now. She cant talk to me at all about talking bad about someone when time and time again she has told me to go kick Prestons ass and i cant even fucking count the times she has called me crying and shit about this and that and now that she thinks she has a damn right to try to even go off on me about anything when i have stood by her through everything she has put me through...HELL NO!!!! just to list a few things Last summer ALL summer long i had to put up with her annoying friends (well not all of them were annoying there is only one) and i got used to all hell and that was my fault and i know that but she still sat there and did it. All the times that she has fucking called me with her problems and i would bend over backwards for her and go out of my way to be with her and help her out. Umm she tells me she likes me only to fuck around with my friend that same weeken. Used me to see him behind my back, lying to my face time and time again. Took her to Angus Barn on Valentines Day that was a fucking waste. When i get invited to the Queen of Hearts (dance and BHS) she starts shit with the girl that i am going with. Trys to start shit with Stacy when we were dating where she had no right to do that because she said i dropped her for stacy when Hell yeah i would drop her Stacy was my girlfriend and shit amanda had that chance but no she wants to be miss singles lets see how many guys i can hook up with girl. Tells me every fucking detail of what she does with guys....gets mad when i try to make up with stacy.....hooks up with a guy at a party i took her to and tried to lie about it. And now trys to throw this shit on me, I dont think so

Thats the whole story 1 3/4 years summed up

AMANDA - I will say this....I would have given you the world in a second but you decided to mistreat me in every way possible, and maybe someday you will come to think that i was for real and we can maybe come to settle this but this just goes to show you have fucked me over so much in such a short period of time. One day i hope i can forgive you for everything and not have any pain in my heart when im with you.........until then every memory of you will tante my heart

sadness

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 05:21:21 GMT

reading the conversations me and stacy had when we were first going out it almost brings me to tears

This is soo GREAT!!!!

Tue, 30 Sep 2003 05:00:00 GMT

Well lets see amanda and I are still at each other, Becca is totally pissed at me and now i have pissed off stacy and so everything is just going great right now. Im like a total fuck up sometimes i just dont know how i do it. Oh well im close to just saying fuck it and let people make their own mistakes and not try to help anyone anymore cause its only fucking backfireing in my face.

What a damn Sunday

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 03:54:09 GMT

Well lets start with early this morning i went to work that wasnt to bad at all. I got off work around 1 and I took stacy to her house to change and then we went to rent a movie at blockbuster and came home to watch it. She got upset about something someone was doing back in Tarboro so i had to talk to her and help he to get some of that off her mind. Then i get a call from amanda and she fucking hangs up on me cause stacy was here, so i called her back and asked what the hell she was mad about and she said that she was mad cause i was with stacy and so i was like why. She said because she doesnt like her and i was like ok anyway i just think she is jealous and she is just scared of loseing me again or some shit because i dropped her when i started to date stacy back in march oh well so that fucking pissed me off for like the rest of the night and i had to go work out and stacy came with me and i took a double protein shake and so i worked my arms like mad cause i was running on pure adreniline (spelling) and im sore as shit right now and about to pass out

The only good think that happen today was that felicity called and i was talking to her and she told me that she wants me to be careful cause she just doesnt want me to get hurt again and i told her thank you. She was asking me about all the girls and i was like i dont think anything is going to grow from them its just nice to hang out with new people. I think that felicity and i have always had a connection and i really like talking to her and stuff. I think that i would be willing to maybe try the long distance thing even though its only an hour and 45 mins but its still long distance anyway im going to leave on that some sort of happy note. goodnight and shit i just remebered i didnt write my fucking paper that sucks ass!!!!!!

son of a bitch

Mon, 29 Sep 2003 01:46:14 GMT

Well damn this day was fucked up i will write all about it tonight after i get done working out!

New kind of life

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 20:44:33 GMT

Well I havent written in this thing in a while so i dont even know where to start. I am really enjoying life right now and i think its only going to get better. I have started to work a lot more then i am use to but its all good i work around 32 or 34 hours a week and i only get 2 says off. Anyway on to the more important stuff like how everything else in my life is umm well all my friends are doing good so thats readly good. Umm i was talking to this girl becca but i dont know my intrest has kinda died im just not feelin it like i was before so i guess i will have to tell her that. There is this girl jennifer in greenville and i havent really gotten all the chances in the world to go hang out with her so im guess im going to do that as soon as i can. And on the one last note i have started to hang out with stacy again and so far now its like we are both 2 totally different people and we are getting to know each other all over again and its really nice. we are going ice skating tonight so that should be really fun cause i have been wanting to go ice skating so bad and she has never been so it should be a good time, i will keep you posted on this as i receive more info on the topic but im going to go take a nap before skating cause im dead tired but i will try to make this a normal thing

UpDate!

Sat, 27 Sep 2003 06:43:59 GMT

I will up date this when i feel like it!!!!!!!!

Wed, 27 Aug 2003 15:34:48 GMT

well i think i found the right girl for me but the only thing is...i dont know how to go about telling her or letting her know Oh well its not that important

what a great night

Sat, 23 Aug 2003 04:02:48 GMT

lets see my best friend hates me now and im going to get bitched out by my mom tomorrow so this is great damn i love my life

but wait theres more

Fri, 22 Aug 2003 13:14:13 GMT

BHS 03 senior: omg have i mentioned how much i really dislike u

Auto response from PsHnG m3 aWy: yeah the whole thing with stacy is over wanna see click here!

BHS 03 senior: get u a damn prostitute so ur ass will get laid and let our all ur frustrations u seem to be having alot of
BHS 03 senior: out**

Ending it with Stacy

Fri, 22 Aug 2003 04:40:42 GMT

PsHnG m3 aWy: i cant get the image out of my head, everytime i close my eyes i see you fucking some guy and it makes me cry
PsHnG m3 aWy: i punched a hole through the door where we work out
BHS 03 senior: adam u need to get over it
PsHnG m3 aWy: and im leaving the blood on my hand for as long as i can to remind me
BHS 03 senior: well i know this is wrong but i'm got to go cuz he's coming over now
PsHnG m3 aWy: JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE PLEASE!!!!1
BHS 03 senior: u need to seek in some therapy
PsHnG m3 aWy: why do you have to go with all detials and shit
BHS 03 senior: peacers
PsHnG m3 aWy: fuck you ok
PsHnG m3 aWy: fuck everything you have done to me
BHS 03 senior: i haven't done anything
BHS 03 senior: u just can't handle a relationship
PsHnG m3 aWy: what it comes down to is you are nothing more then a slut
PsHnG m3 aWy: i hope your fucking happy
PsHnG m3 aWy: just please give me myself back and dont stay
BHS 03 senior: thank u for telling me how u really feel and so now i don't want to ever talk to u again

yeah

Fri, 18 Jul 2003 03:39:58 GMT

Well there is too much going on in my life to write about..so if you want to know so bad call me or either post up here and maybe i will tell you

Past couple of days

Sun, 22 Jun 2003 05:50:48 GMT

Well I havent seen Stacy since Tuesday or Wednesday morning and i have been doing ok just trying to keep myself busy so i try to not to think about missing her so much. Went to see the Hulk last night it was a pretty good movie the storyline was just drawn out to much. Thursday i had to work in the morning and then after that i hung out with James and that was cool cause it has been a while since we hung out. We rented The Recurit and that was a weird movie. So anyway i leave for Daytona Beach this comming up friday im not really looking forward to going as much as i should but oh well its the family vaction and we might even go see the Braves play the Florida Marlines or something but we dont know yet, it really sucks cause i went to new bern then came home stacy went to the mountains and now she is comming back and then I'm leaving so im hoping to spend a lot of time with her before i leave cause im sure going to miss her, And just so everyone know we arent dating yet but im not going to date anyone cause its very clear to me that she is the only girl that i want right now. So im just hoping everything keeps going as well as they are. Oh yeah i havent shaved in like 4 days and im looking kinda rough i havent decided if im going to shave before i see stacy lol i dont know how she would react. Well just writting to tell yall how ive been and just letting everyone know there is going to be like no post for 9 days while im in Florida and im sorry but yall can get through it. Well im off to bed cause im going to clean and detail my truck tomorrow and im hoping to see stacy sometime tomorrow if she doesnt get home to late or i will see her monday i guess, that is if she wants to see me. Later

Things on my mind

Wed, 18 Jun 2003 20:04:03 GMT

Well there is just a few things that i want to say that if yall say your my true friends and that i should follow my heart and be happy, maybe my heart leads to stacy for the time being and if your true friends shouldnt u go along with it? I mean i know you might not like it but if your a friend u should just be there and be glad that i am happy for the time being. Im not trying to get anyone mad i just feel that is the way it should work.

Justin's little party last night was qyutie and intresting night cause i couldnt start drinkin til i took stacy home and she said that she would have to go home at like 2 or 3 and so i was like ok i will just get a late start and so she had a few shots cause she doesnt usally drink but she did. Anyway to the intresting stuff everyone was getting hungry and i was the only sober one so i went to HT to get food and then iwe came back inside and 2 more guys came and it was this David that went to elemetry school with me and justin and he had the punk look going and i know stacy likes those kind of guys and so she was talking to him and i didnt think nothing of it at first but then she totally ignored me for a while. It totally pissed me off so i went outside to sit in my truck to listen to linkin park and justin came out and started talking to me and i just started going off and i started to cry in front of him and so we went upstairs. We talked for like a good 30 or 45 mins and then he brought stacy in and i told her that i didnt like that she was flirtting with him and she said that she didnt think she was but she was. I even started to cry in front of her and then andre came in and i was still cryin cause it just really pissed me off i mean shit at least dont do it right in front of me. But in the end she did tell me that she was very sorry she didnt mean to make me mad and all and she stopped talking to him and i mean i am a jealous guy, but she did say she was sorry many times and i forgave her cause i like her a lot and i really believed that she was sorry. Well it was getting late and i was already upset cause she was stayin past 2 so i couldnt drink yet and then she asked David if he would take her home and i was just like WHAT THE FUCK so i went outside to sit on the steps and once again justin and Dre came outside to talk and then stacy did and she was sayin she was sorry and that she could stay the night and i was like no and she said her mom wont care so i was like ok if u say so. And we were on justins floor getting ready for bed and she kept sayin she was sorry and all that and so it made me feel a little better then the time now was 5:15 and she was like will u take me home cause i want to get home before my mom gets up and i was like what the fuck. So i took her home and came back and went to sleep it was a very intresting night and i just dont know. this is the longest post in a while. She said she was going to call me when she got up and its 4 and i still have got no call and i guess she could still be asleep but i dont know oh well im tried as fuck

Things are very clear

Mon, 16 Jun 2003 02:15:44 GMT

Well i now know that things are very clear to me that i know what i want i just have to wait and see the response and hope that its positive cause i feel that i have done enough for what needs to be done so anyway i will just sit here and wait and think about how much i really want this to go my way.

Thanks

Sun, 15 Jun 2003 19:33:28 GMT

I would just like to thank everyone cause i went down to New Bern and had a lot of time to get some thinking done and i came back to Raleigh realitvily happy then i reas all this shit and it just put me in a really shitty day cause this isnt just fathers day for me its the day that i lost my grandfather 4 years ago and it just makes this day so much more shitty

YES! THATS AWESOME!!!!!

Fri, 13 Jun 2003 18:27:37 GMT

Well this is going to be a short post cause i have to pack because me and andre are going to vist chris down in New Bern and his mom is not there so we have the whole house to us and so you know we are going to be getting wild and plus we have a cabnit full of liqur LOL and i will post a really long one when i get back cause i have some things to tell yall i will give you a brief one and let yall yell at me for this cause last night i was with Stacy from 10 30 til 2 so go ahead and let me hear it ok well im out

so PUMP PUMP PUMP IT UP!!!!!! call the cell if ya wanna talk

Wow what a couple of days

Wed, 11 Jun 2003 04:11:33 GMT

Lets see where to start how about at work monday. Well i was helping a lady out to her car and i looked down towards eckerd and i saw stacy walk out and then behind her was robert the guy she had before me that cheated on her after she stopped fucking him. HAHA and so all the shit people told me about her going back to him so you know its not my problem when he fucks her over again cause you know im not useally a hateful person but i hope she gets what she fucking deserves for doing what she did to me. Anyway not to sound gay or anything or full of myself but damn i know i look better then him i mean shit i dont even want to describe that shit when she told me she liked ugly guys she wasnt kidding at all. And she cut her and hair and got it curled and umm i will just let you think about how that looks cause yeah some people shouldnt do stuff like that. But anyway on to today i went to get my new tires and i did and i was talking to matt and i think we are going to the beach this weekend and staying the night out on the beach so that should be cool as hell and anyway im tired and i said what i needed to and i will let everyone enjoy this post cause i know yall will

Sunday June 8th!

Mon, 09 Jun 2003 13:56:14 GMT

Well yesterday was a great day. First of all it was Joey's Birthday so i called her a little after midnight so i could wish her a happy birthday right away and i did that then went to sleep cause me and andre couldnt find anything to do. The I woke up and went over to James house and we went to Chris's cause we were going to help put an alternator in his Blazer but we waited and Chris was saying something about people going to a place in Durham where they have pool Dj and Karoke and so we were going to go. Like 1 or 2 hours before that me and chris had an eating compition and he beat me i was very very mad and i didnt feel well at all. So anyway Me,James,Lauren,Chris,Brian,Matt,Melissa and Zack went to Triangle Billards in Durham and we were going to do Karoke and the frist song Me James Chris and Brian did was Pop by N stink and it was funny as hell i think we did a pretty good job and then after that Me James Chris and Zack did My Girl by the Temptations and we sucked cause we didnt know all the words lol. A while after that Me and James did In the End by Linkin Park and I was singing all of the parts of Mike and James was Chester and I did the first verse and it was going good as hell i was flowin and then in the second on the monitor started to go like 2 words a second and fucked me up i dont even know why i was looking but oh well I started to slow down again and then the high point of the song came on and james jumped and started whaling and it was just awesome as shit and i think that we would have made them proud. Lets just say we will be there next sunday cause the next song on the list i want to do is Papercut but im going to have to practice like a bitch. Well anyway i gotta go get some breakfast and then go to work so i will write back later. It feels so good to have everyone tell me to write in this kinda makes me feel like im famus haha later

Party Day

Sat, 31 May 2003 11:37:58 GMT

Well for the last couple of days me andre and David the gay guy from HT aka BIG MAMMA have been driving around from Hotel to hotel trying to find a good room and we finially got the one we wanted last night and so now that is done so we just now need to see who all is comming i really hope to many people dont come cause i dont want to get kicked out or busted that would suck very badly but i feel really comfrotable that we will be just fine cause David will be there. I was told by Joe that someone was going to come that i really would like to see so I really hope she does come and i will leave her name out for right now. But all in all it should be great and after this i can finially get back to my regular life cause being busy sucks really bad and i being paranoid is something i have always been and it sucks when trying to do something like this GOD oh well at least im big so if someone starts to act up i will just kick their ass out anyway im off cause i have to go get my tire plugged and if you want to stop by the party just call the cell and i will tell ou where its at, I want this to work out right so bad but oh well i can only hope for the best so now im off

So hard

Thu, 29 May 2003 03:02:06 GMT

Why is this so hard for me to get over i need to get over this cause its dragging me into the ground. Some times things are so hard to let go off, is it so hard to ask just to be happy that is all i want i just want to be happy with my life geeezz......i need help

Letting Go

Tue, 27 May 2003 18:54:18 GMT

Well last night it came upon me that i need to let the feelings for stacy go, i mean maybe not all of them cause she said she still wants to be dating or something so i dont know but i def have to space myself out cause if i stay around her like i have been im just begging to get myself hurt. Keth told me that once you have that kinda love and it dies there is no getting it back and when he told me that i just started to think and i just hit me that things will never go back to the way they first where with me and her so i need to do whats best for me you know. She told me that she doesnt want to be with anyone right now and that she still wants to date but i think that is kinda bs cause she said she wouldnt even like kiss me or anything so that makes me think she doesnt want to go out with me she just wants to use me so you know what fuck that im tired of being used by fucking girls it seems like that is all that ever happens. This is the way i feel right now so take it as you will.....

My School Life

Fri, 23 May 2003 15:46:36 GMT

Hey yaw! Today I took my 6B exam and I think it was pretty easy. The only exam I'm seriously worried about is Algebra 2. Coach Ferrell is not being nice to me and I don't think he'll give me extra points if I don't pass. I mean all my other teachers are going to pass me even if I fail and why shouldn't he do the same? If I fail cuz of him then I'm going to be pissed. Its not like I'm not trying, I am. Its just too hard for me. I had to drop geometry earlier this year cuz geometry with Mr. Clinkscales was hard as fuck. He kept saying I would pass but I didn't know any of the shit and I made a 35 on his midterm. Oh well, at least I tried. I've been saying goodbye to all my friends @ school and I'm gonna miss going to school. Its now hit me hard that I might not be back and that'll suck cuz I'm use to being able to have a public education and my mom riding my back. Now its like everything is on me from now on and that sucks. I'm just not sure I'm ready to take on the responsibility of being an adult. Take my advice and don't do like I did and that is wait till the last minute to pass your classes. These last few exams will determine if I graduate. I'm just trying to keep hope that everything will go well for me. I'll write back later and tell yaw how horrible or well I did. Take care everyone and have a good day. Peace and love, Stacy